Heavy

I keep dragging around what’s bringing me down
If I just let go, I’d be set free
Holding on
Why is everything so heavy?
Why is everything so heavy
I haven’t blogged as much as I used to. In the past, I’ve used my blog as a journal. Lately, I’ve been afraid to do that. Instead of leaving it in, I’m letting it out. So, here goes.
1. I was blindsided and now I am vulnerable.

2. I feel like I’m under a microscope and bound to fail.
3. My sweet pups Loki has heart disease and I am devestated.
4. My right elbow is killing me but I don’t even play tennis or golf.
5. I am soooo tired and just want to binge on Netflix/Amazon/DirectTV.

Credits:

Outfit: *Jana’s Classic Designs Lulu Blue Romper – Maitreya @Designer Showcase
Shoes: [BREATHE]-Takara Wedges-M.LARA (former Arcade item)
Hair: Exile::Finding You
Rings: Meva Flower Rings Silver
Necklace: Maxi Gossamer Esra’s Giant Teardrop – Short
Body Parts:  Maitreya Mesh Body Lara 4.1 and Lelutka Simone Bento
Pose: Sari-Sari – groundsit06
Prop: ~Zo Awesum~ Sunflower @Designer Showcase
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When in darkness, there is light

Need I say more?

candlelight

Credits:

Top: 1 Hundred. Love Tank. Blue and Cherry [Fit MTY] @Designer Showcase
Bottom: VCO ~ Mini Strap High waist Blue dot and Red (Gacha Items)
Laylah’s shoes: {MYNX} Flip Flop 
Hair (Sunshine) #Foxy – Cryboy. (M)
Hair (Laylah) Doe: Marcie (solid) – Browns
Pose: [ west end ] Poses – Live, Love, Laugh – Friends Pose

Baskaholic

La Perla’s Leticia is a Baskaholic’s dream, and it’s available at Designer Showcase for 4 more days. By the way, a Baskaholic is someone who cannot resist the sunshine. Beach

Designer Showcase ends July 31 and starts again in the beginning of August. Here’s your lift!

Outfit: La Perla Leticia (with pattern and color hud) for Maitreya @Designer Showcase
Hair: [monso] My Hair – Jisu /Brown
Body Parts:  Maitreya Mesh Body Lara 4.1 and Lelutka Simone Bento
Accessories: Anachron – Round Frame Glasses Gacha Item – Crossbrace Copper
Pose: {NANTRA} Beach Illustrated 2017 7
Location: Cape San Blas Beach @Vintage Style

“In a land of make believe”

I’m the [product] of rage and love / The Jesus of Suburbia / The bible of none of the above / On a steady diet of [Prozac] and [Trazodone] / No one ever died for my Sins in hell / As far as I can tell / At least the ones that I got away with / And there’s nothing wrong with me / This is how I’m supposed to be / In a land of make believe / That don’t believe in meIt says home is where your heart isGet my television fix / Sitting on my crucifix / The living room in my private womb / While the [Reps] and brats are away / To fall in love and fall in debt / To alcohol and cigarettes / And [against the grain] / To keep me insane / [Drinking someone else’s champagne] / And there’s nothing wrong with me / This is how I’m supposed to be / In a land of make believe / That don’t believe in meeveryone's heart doesn't beat the sameAt the center of the earth / In the parking lot / Of [the Vegas Apartment] where I was taught / The motto was just a lie / It says home is where your heart is / But what a shame / Cause everyone’s heart / Doesn’t beat the same / It’s beating out of timeIs the end of the worldCity of the dead / At the end of another lost highway / Signs misleading to nowhere / City of the damned / Lost children with dirty faces today / No one really seems to care / I read the graffiti / In the bathroom stall / Like the holy scriptures of a shopping mall /And so it seemed to confessSigns misleading to nowhereIt didn’t say much / But it only confirmed that / The center of the earth / Is the end of the world / And I could really care less / City of the dead / At the end of another lost highway / Signs misleading to nowhere /City of the damned / Lost children with dirty faces today / No one really seems to careThe [Lovey] of suburbiaI don’t care if you don’t / I don’t care if you don’t / I don’t care if you don’t care / I don’t care if you don’t / I don’t care if you don’t / I don’t care if you don’t care / I don’t care if you don’t / I don’t care if you don’t / I don’t care if you don’t care / I don’t care if you don’t / I don’t care if you don’t / I don’t care if you don’t care

I don’t care

Everyone’s so full of shit / Born and raised by hypocrites / Hearts recycled but never saved / From the cradle to the grave / We are the kids of war and peace / From Anaheim to the Middle East / We are the stories and disciples of / The Jesus of suburbiaI don't care if you don't careLand of make believe / And it don’t believe in me / Land of make believe / And I don’t believe And I don’t care!I don't care.pngDearly beloved are you listening? / I can’t remember a word that you were saying / Are we demented or am I disturbed? / The space that’s in between insane and insecure / Oh therapy, can you please fill the void? / Am I retarded or am I just overjoyed / Nobody’s perfect and I stand accused / For lack of a better word, and that’s my best excuseI lost my faith to thisTo live, and not to breathe / Is to die, in tragedy / To run, to run away / To find, what you believe / And I leave behind / This hurricane of fucking lies / I lost my faith to this / This [valley] that don’t exist / So I run, I run away / To the lights of masochistsAnd there's nothing wrong with meAnd I, leave behind / This hurricane of fucking lies / And I, walked this line / A million and one fucking times / But not this time  / I don’t feel any shame / I won’t apologize / When there ain’t nowhere you can go / Running away from pain / When you’ve been victimized You're leavingTales from another broken home / Oh you’re leaving / You’re leaving / You’re leaving / Are you leaving home? 

Credits:

Outfit 1: [LIZ] Mesh Cadence skirt Maitreya [White] @Designer Showcase
Jewelry: Chop Zuey Cote Sauvage White Set @Designer Showcase
Location: @Inception & @Ironwood Hills
Outfit 2: Ben’s Boutique – Catya for Lara @Designer Showcase
Jacket: erratic / piper – jacket / white (maitreya) @Collabor88
Location: @Ironwood Hills
Outfit 3: PurpleMoon Creations : Keeana Romper @Designer Showcase
Jewelry: Chop Zuey Cote Sauvage White Set @Designer Showcase
Pose 1: Del May Little Breath
Pose 2: Del May Hippie Bitch
Pose 3: posa60num4 by Chicco Rabeni
Pose 4: Del May Sobriety test #1
Pose 5: Chair Pose @Ironwood Hills
Pose 6: IE IE – Batter up 5 @Designer Showcase
Pose 7: Del May Ship shape-ly
Pose 8: <K&S> SelfieTime. pose 3
Pose 9 & 10: Tableau Vivant \\ (The Arcade June ’17) – Coromuel poseball

Song:

 

Unconditional Love

I’ve always been a cat person until I met my Chihuahuas. ChihuahuasSo, I brought them into my Second Life too.
Now, my SL is complete. ❤

Credits:
Outfit: Ghee SS17 Stripey Linen Jeans and Summer Blouse Dogwood @Designer Showcase
Accessories: Intrigue Co. – Resort Sunglasses: Baby Pink @Collabor88
Hair: TRUTH / Imani /
Shoes: .:KC:. CATY Wedges
Body Parts:  Maitreya Mesh Body Lara 4.1 and Lelutka Simone Bento
Pose Prop: Image Essentials – Khaleesi @Designer Showcase
Pups: JIAN Cheeky Chihuahuas 3. Tan Companion (otherwise known as Loki) and JIAN Cheeky Chihuahuas 2. Pearly Collar Companion RARE (otherwise known as Annabelle) @The Arcade

“I wonder what it would be like to live in a world where it was always June.”

June is almost over and it seems like it went by like a flash!Designer Showcase JuneIf you haven’t had a chance to get to Designer Showcase, now is the time. lotus sunshine_001You’ll find gorgeous summer wear at discounted prices and exclusives to boot! lotus laylah_001Need a lift? Click here for your ride.

I’m wearing:
Outfit: :::FurtaCor:::Beatriz Top, Skirt, and Shoes @Designer Showcase
Hair: Tableau Vivant \\ Summer Hairplay – Chinook – Browns @The Arcade
Individual Pose: Grafica Bale ii mirror

Sunshine’s wearing:
Outfit: :::FurtaCor:::Adriana Dress::Maitreya @Designer Showcase
Shoes: Ingenue :: Lisbet Heels ::
Hair: Tableau Vivant \\ Summer Hairplay – Sundowner – Blonds @The Arcade
Individual Pose: Tableau Vivant Sundowner

Prop: Astralia – Lotus fountain @The Arcade
Friend Pose: ::GR:: Pose Friends 
Post title pinched from L.M. Montgomery Anne of the Island

Fahrenheit 104

I’m literally melting in Las Vegas.

Summer Days

Trust me. If I could sit in cold water all day and most of the night, I would.

Summer Reflection

Get your summer on at Designer Showcase.

Credits:

Outfit: Well Made Mara Swimsuit (Maitreya) @ Designer Showcase
Hair: [LCKY] Rain // Cleansing (Former Arcade Gacha Item)
Body Parts:  Maitreya Mesh Body Lara 4.1 and Lelutka Simone Bento
Glasses: [Cubic Cherry] {Mako} sunglasses @ Collabor88
Pool
Poses: ProPose Prada 2 and Astralia – Pink Dreams Inflatable mouth (June Arcade Item)

I must be fine cause my heart’s still beating…

Designer Showcase has coasted into Summer, and PurpleMoon’s June contribution Wilah oozes summer vibes.
mellow roll for the flavor

and the eyes were peeping

Designer Showcase, established in 2011, brings the hottest fashion designers together for their monthly event. Click here to check out June’s goodies!

Credits:

Outfit: :: PurpleMoon :: Wilah @ Designer Showcase
Shoes: REIGN.- Braided Beach Sandals @ The Arcade June 2017
Hair: [BURLEY] – Emily
Glasses: New Tentacio Pink glasses
Prop: brocante. beach cruiser (rare) @ The Arcade June 2017
Location: Corlevoli Beach
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Carpe Diem

Seize the day.

Capturing the Moment

Live for today.

Shoenique Designs

Make the most of the present.

IM

Look forward to the future, but don’t try to control what you don’t know.

I’m wearing:
Outfit: Shoenique Designs: Amii Flower @ Designer Showcase
Hair: [monso] My Hair – Saeko
Jewelry: Astralia – Lunar ascendant Rings (Maitreya) and PUNCH / Belly Piercing / Diamond
Shoes: Pure Poison – Rose Platforms – Maitreya
Body Parts:  Maitreya Mesh Body Lara 4.1 and Lelutka Simone Bento
Pose: *CN* pose_1706_5b

Sunshine is wearing:
Outfit: I.M. Collection Carole @ Designer Showcase
Hair: Cheveux M105
Shoes: Ingenue :: Carmen Wedges (Maitreya) :: Lime
Jewelry: [monso] My Flower Earring
Body Parts:  Maitreya Mesh Body Lara 4.1 and Lelutka Simone Bento
Pose: GP Vain 10

Friend Pose: -IC Poses- Selfie Friends
Location: La Vie

Summer Vibes

I must be crazy. It got up to about 100 degrees in good old Las Vegas today, yet here I am ready for summer. Let the good times roll. 😉

Have a coke and a smile

Credits:
Outfit: DE Boutique Mona Dress Spring @ Designer Showcase
Sunglasses: Reign Pointe Shades (Gacha Item from Epiphany)
Shoes: Reign Skye Flats
Hair: Burley Dot
Pose and Prop: Coke and a Smile ~Zo Awesum~ @ Designer Showcase