Right now, I feel like there’s two parts to me. I’m a woman trying to make the best of our current situation. At the same time, I’m fighting my shadow self. My shadow self is the creepy, selfish part of me. Music helps, and I’m finding comfort in old songs.My parents played the Beatles when I was little and I’m really getting it now. Simpler times, right?
I don’t anticipate any changes to our current situation come Easter, so I’m planning my plan well in advance.
Digging my new digs? Shinu Made Sakura Love is exclusively available at Pose Fair 10th Anniversary. You simply hop (see what I did there?) on the tree and select from 6 poses. Two are couple poses and four are solo. The tree is surrounded by flowers and grass and the leaves come in Springtime pink. Click here to visit the anniversary celebration!
Outfit: RKKN Hailey Set Exclusive (former The Epiphany item) Hair: Monso Caroline Brown @Collabor88 Headpiece: SEmotion Libellune Spring Headband #3 RARE @The Arcade Jewelry: Fortuna – Bella pearl earrings & Yummy Gardenia Rings – Maitreya Pose: Shinu Made Sakura Love Lying @Pose Fair 10th Anniversary Basket by Bowtique
In the past, Springtime represented new beginnings to me. It’s different now. The loss of my sweet Chihuahua Loki changed me forever. I’m not the eternal optimist I used to be. Instead, I see signs in everything and the signs can be negative or positive. If they are negative, they don’t defeat me as they used to do when I was younger. They do add weight to my shoulders; however, that weight is wisdom.
Someone or something one loves can be gone in an instant. I’m learning to appreciate the little things once again. To be honest, those momentary glimpses of happiness don’t last long. Nevertheless, I keep telling myself at least they exist.